tomorrow's the first day of school. im not looking forward. well maybe i am but when i get to sch i wanna hug someone. just anyone. i want to cry i want to cry. I WANT TO CRY. i may never want to know anyone after this. i should have never known you i shouldnt haf chased idols [sentence adapted from yurong sao's blog] i feel just as bad. not only bad. i feel terrible. im not prepared for school tomorrow. really.