thinking thinking

ive been wrecking my brains a long time now. he's coming in april but i havent tot of wad to make for him yet...haiz i shall wait till the holidays then i start thinking bah. hmmm if i say it out...i feel that many people will copy my idea..oh wellzz dun care. not feeling perky today. still in a good mood tho' but not as perky. wiie? i failed my chinese test by 1 mark cause i never copy the question...otherwise i could haf passed. arhggg...wasted marks just like that. there goes my progress report. i say im gonna flunk my F&N for sure. my entire test pulled me down. haiizzz. dun bother. not say it's Ns or something. but hor must jia you. got JJ & KK 's jia you must really work hard. dun let them down le. i promised her i have to stick to it. ^^ oh wellz my motive is waiting for me at the end of the year. i dun really feel like going at this point of time...thinking of it i now sound like im slinking into oblivation those kind thing but im still in a good mood ^^ i dunno wiie also. maybe im begining to be happy with my results bah. hmmm must work hard! this year jia you! esp for my F&N i really kills me. no matter how hard i study...still the same lei...>///< argh forget it! hitting the textbooks & notes lo...lalalla lalalla....off to lala land^^