my first time.

it was the first time my star chase project failed. im super depressed at the moment. since monday. i couldnt send him off. when pamm mentioned the airport i couldnt tahan anymore. tears streamed down my eyes. not light tears but heavy ones.haizz...crying again. 不值得 真的不值得。我的眼淚...他看得到嗎？因該是看不到吧。 this was the first time that i did not get to pass him his letter. this was the first time. when i got home that day, i was very 失望. so i tore his letter up. after that i started to tear the entire night. the next morning i woke up and went to school my friend said my eyes looked swollen. u_u 這次真失敗 和 失望。my friend told me that 她拿到 英崎的筆。他說要給我。我不要。爲什麽？因爲他會先給一個人 若那個人不要得話 就給我。i think most of my friends know wad im talking about bahh...我已經夠了。我玩夠了。真的夠了。這算是我玩太多 忽略別人的感受的 報應吧。劉華~~~~你的8字不合丫~ 衰~~~~...anyway. this may be an experience for a first 失敗 追星計劃吧。it's probably a challange bahh. 要加油！ 星友誼一起加油吧~。 this is badd...