hahaha to day went out to celebrate pamo's birthday. hahaha how fun. pam,meiling,and gina were talking about the whole initial D red carpet. the worst ting was danggg i din go. haiiz my shawn arh. my shawn arh. oh well what's done cannot be undone. today after celebrating pamo's birthday,,, i may have realised my dream in life. i realize that just by looking at a grand piano i can cry. pianos have agreat meaning to me but i dont know what. the piano was the first instrument that i've learnt even tho' i don't really know how to read scores. it was also the piano which brought me to a whole new extend to my musical knowledge. and now,,, i think that owning a grand piano is one of the most xing fu thing ever. i really envy people which have the opportunity to own a grand piano and to even perform on one. *sobs* oh well life is a racing track. lots of turns and edges. so,,, i really have to live through it. x_x