something just came to my mind. and i'm lazy to edit my entry so i decided to just write another one.

the other side of me.

i'm currently tuning in to Leon's version of forever love. listening to the lyrics...i suddenly felt a tear in my eye. using the days of our lives theme. like sand through the hour glass. time seem to pass really fast. and now everything is almost coming to an end. in another few more days time. everything is gonna end. i dont know if i still have the chance to ever see him again. even while typing this im tearing. to me...time has somehow managed to catch hold of my heart. everything seems just different now. i feel that everything is suddenly falling into place. but when i think that both my time and your time is running out...im saddened by that fact. like in gina's entry. it was fun getting all jealous about these stuff. getting pissed for no reason and running to MDC every other day just to catch a glimpse of him. i was also the first time that i really felt that i've wronged someone all these while. i suddenly came to a thought. never judge a book by it's cover.

time is running out. i just wanna say gina...thx for being with me for all the chases and recordings. ^^ i hope that this will still continue even without superstar. kay?

my star...you'll always be my star. no matter what. you'll always be the shining one in the sky. one day. just perhaps one day. a miracle would happen and we would meet again. all the best. that's all i can say now.

tears may be flowing out of my eyes now. but things that happened within these months...will live as memories....forever.




i seldom write stuff like this in my blog.
it's gonna be the first and the last.......i think.



joyce'-