KON-KON!

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i havent been myself lately.
i get tired but yet i dont wanna sleep.
i wanna scream but i dunno for what.
i wanna cry but...i dunno why.
i'm just not myself.
why can i just be ME in front of my friends?
if i suddenly break into silence...why does everyone think there's something wrong with me? i really dunno what am i like in front of my friends. people that i dont really know say i'm fierce at first look. but when they get to know me is like...a whole other story. to tell you guys the truth. i HATE talking. you talk to me i talk to you. you crap with me i crap with you. i realise that after these few weeks of holiday i had...i suddenly start to hate talking ALOT.

TO ZX: if one day we happen to have a gathering, and i suddenly walk away or keep quiet and ignore everyone...there is nothing wrong with me. i just dont feel like talking to anyone. if i wanna talk to you i'll reply what you ask. if i dont wanna talk to you...i'll just say orh or uh. x_x dont blame me for telling you all this. is just that sometimes i just dont like talking about nothing other than JSTARS all the time. maybe because my liking for them has gone down. all i can say is that if you guys dont get sick of it...i do.

ah. i'm glad that's off my chest.
HAHA i was watching DAITE SENORITA PV just now.
pi was suprisingly possesed BY AKIRA KUSANO! after the fight.
when he flopped on the ground. =X
AKIRA!!! *hugs* YOU'RE BACK!

speaking of which...akira also possesed pipi in his MS perf. HAHA.
kyaa~ pipi said it himself. i found it rather funny tho.
i found it funny when he said that he's thankful that Jin didnt watch it.
haha but i think tego is really a sweet boy!
why? cos after that perf...he sent pipi a mail saying [otsukaresama desu!]
and kame was funnier cos he was saying about the mistake he made in seishun perf.
hahaha all i can say is...JE boys are really sweet. : ) (some only)
i cant imagine if Jin-kun really saw that. x_X

oh well i think i shall go re-clean my room : )
JAA.
Joycee Yamashita/Kamenashi/Akanishi (iLOVEmaBOYS)