ohaiyogozaiyimas~~~


i'm so tired. it was the first time i ever did that. I HATE IT! to all civilised fans out there...continue to stay civilised! DO NOT CHASE! you'll get a horrible headache in return.

their suprise trip down here this time round almost cost me my life. there were no official events at all. and so...after seeing them at the airport, i was (as usual) too rash and really really unwilling to talk terms. so yeapps i chased. it was such a stupid thing to do. and i regret. i truly regret. it's a waste of money and whatsoever.


i recevied a message from my fren this morning saying...[stop fu-ing tekong de na ge hen ke lian leii.]haha i agreee but...haiiz what can i do leii...that tekong one got his (tt) so what's the difference if he's around and not around? he still doesnt know who i am. as i'm saying this...needles are piercing thrugh my heart...but neh`- i doubt he even knows lar. but the cheng du i like him ISN'T UNTIL SO SERIOUS. i'm just making my life dramatic. that's all. so now...got him no him i'm OK. and because of him needles pierce thu my heart?! PUII! MY ASS. he's not even worth a knock on my head...what more needles thru my heart! yeee~~~~ that's so disgusting man. from now onwards...if i'm miserable cos of that tekong ass...my first word in my entry would be ***k.


ok...i think i shall go bathe. later going out. haha cheerios~


JOyce`- FUisback~